Not much to update really. I feel like I am all blogged out. Ive just been keeping everything locked up inside. What I do blog, I write in my myspace blog...
Shuston's (my younger sister) breast Tumor is causing more problems. She now has a breast infection. She has been bleeding out of her nipple, and her breast is all bruised. Shuston now weighs less than Krystina (my younger brother's gf). Yes, Krystina is pregnant but her belly is very tiny, and she is a small little campodian. Shuston is at the smallest she has ever been. She looks ghostly.
Tuesday Shuston, Me and Nevaeh (shustons 4 yr old daughter) are all going to get our nails done at a salon. Have a nice girl time while Paul (shustons fiance) stays at home with their second daughter Lily, who just turned 1. Then we are going to get some stuff to make ginger bread houses. It will be good fun.
Tomorrow Krystina and I are going to go out to westlake and eat some indian food, and maybe go down to pike place market. Then I have grocery shopping to do. *woot*
This holiday is going to be so fucking awkward. Half of my family that shows up at the events doesnt even know that Joe and Alex are no longer a part of my life. So I am preparing myself to deal with all the questions. I miss Alexzander so much, ive completely closed my self off. Ive actually had to ask everyone to stop mentioning his name. I cant believe how firm I sounded when I did that. Its also going to be weird cuz all of my siblings are going to be there with their familys.
Job and his gf, Nalia and Tony, Mike and Krystina (and baby), Shuston Paul (and 2 girls).
I am on my own now. I will miss having Joe there with me. He always got along so well with my family. He was a good man to have by my side. Things are moving on though.
ugh
Ive been making a few online friends. Its fun and interesting. Hopefully I will find someone to hang out with, date, all that jazz.
Wednesday Britt (frm work) is going to take me to Ikea (my first time evar!) lol. That should be fun!!!
ooh May hit up girl for girl this friday at Twisted. That should be a good time!
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awake
Current Music: house